I Wanna Make You Happy. I Wanna Make You Feel Alive.

I am unhappy. Correction, I was unhappy. I was unhappy for a long time, now I was not unhappy all the time, but I was still unhappy. These past few years have been the toughest years of my 19 years of life, but I stand here today the happiest I have been in a long time. I am not completely 100% happy, I'm not even close, but I think I have finally found a good sense of myself and I am so much more comfortable with myself, by body and my mind that I can finally say that I am doing better. I really am. One day I'll tell you my life story but for now I will leave you with my own personal guide my own new found happiness. I want to be happy. Correction, I am happy.

1. Dance. Anywhere. Everywhere. Go dumb. Take a dance class. 2. Listen to music. Listen to whatever you want to listen to. Who cares if its hipster, iTunes top 100 songs or show tunes. If you like it, listen to it. 3. Go outside. Talk a walk and get some vitamin D. 4. Spend money. Spend it on experiences and not on clothes or materialistic items. 5. Go out. Go to that party. Go to that show. Go travel. Just go. 6. Be selective. Don't waste your time worrying about what's not important or trying to impress people who are irrelevant. That's dumb. 7. Eat good food. Try everything at least once. And then try it again. 8. Make weird faces. Laugh at that immature joke. Be able to laugh at yourself. Be fun. 9. Spend time with yourself. You are your own happiness. You have to be enough. 10. Be happy for others. Other people deserve to be happy too. 11. Do not be a drama queen. That's just obnoxious. 12. Do not try to change people. You do you. Let them do them. 13. Do not dwell on the past. Cherish it. Never forget it. Let it be a part of you but do not let it haunt you. 14. Do not compare yourself to others. Not even to those people you love. Focus on yourself. 15. Do not close yourself off completely. Share your life with others. and most importantly, DON'T LET THE MUGGLES GET YOU DOWN.

Until next time,

☾ SAM ✧

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